affections

2011-05-31T06:24:00.000-07:00

Hey all,

i know i had not been updating for nearly two months due to exams & laziness. Sorry about that.

Well, SA1 & MT O Level had been over. I guess i'm still not satisfied with my result for SA1. It's crap. & as for MT paper, i had screwed it.

Days had been good recently, nothing much up. Except for one. My most respect MT teacher is going to leave. well, it's really sad. & of course, i will miss her. She's one of the best teacher i had in my life. She gave off a aura that is very motherly & understanding. Although sometimes her words might be harsh, but she will still concern us, worried about us, try to put in her best for our results etc. & i really appreciated her efforts much. Really really much.

Lastly, all the best to you Mrs Tan!

Hmm, not much. i guess i'm really getting more & more lazier to blog. Not good. ):

Takecare~!

2011-04-03T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hello!

decided to update my blog like finally.

well, nothing much recently though. had games day & went to TP for some workshops. quite fun.

Things had been fine for me. I'm able to sit with Maggie they all for this week. which is quite funny.

guess nothing much also except for SYF is coming soon on 19th April which is like 16days away. After that will be POP & shall totally focus on schoolwork. Hmm, speech day is coming soon too. Hope i had a chance to attend & see the performance of UG & sports. should be quite interesting & nice. X-country this friday, which is totally sucks. Need to run around Bedok reservoir for a round. which is approximately 4.2km i guess. i guess i shall slowly jog & walk for it.

Yes, i like you. but do you know it? If you know how i feel, i guess things will be much more simple compared to now. but i guess it's impossible. it shall be a secret deep in my heart..

Goodbye, my love.

Bye, readers!

2011-03-04T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hello!

well, just a short update on my blog. :)

Went to watch "I'm Number Four" with Maggie & Clarissa. I will rate the movie 4.5/5

The audio & visual effect was awesome! & the story of the movie went seriously smooth. It's a worth to watch movie.

& as usual, the whole week was full of lessons & CCA. The unusual thing is, the homework amount had decreased! However, i still had to sleep late for all my filings. Hmm, & unfortunately, i got sick on Thurs, which was sucks. Now, my throat is super dry & pain. ):

Hmm, & took back my result today. Not bad, but it definitely can be better! especially my E&A-maths.

Well, till here.

Bye & Takecare! :D

2011-02-14T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hello.

well, just update as i'm bored. ):

went for house visiting on Sun. from started from Clarissa's house & ended at Maggie's house. Was playing poker all the way. Blackjack at Clarissa & HuiJun house. Daidi + Blackjack at me & Maggie's house. Damn funny. I swear i'm going to do that for next year CNY too! Spending CNY with friends was just simply awesome!

BUT TODAY,

my mood was totally spoil today in the late afternoon. Shall not said more about it. Hmm, tmr will be another tired day.

--End--

2011-02-02T08:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE YEAR EVERYONE!

恭喜发财，万事如意，兔年行大运~！

anyway, had CNY celebration today. Obviously, CO performed as well. I guess that our performance was not bad, but still not up to the best we can put on. Just now the potential is there but haven't release to it fullest. anyway, went for brunch with Maggie,HuiJun and Clarissa after that. Talked about dreams. Rushed back home after that for praying and reunion dinner. Played with cousin & his mind was only filled with cartoons. Finally get a good afternoon nap too! :) watched TV & waited for 12 to come. It's 1:04 now, hence i got to go.

Takecare and enjoyed CNY~ :D

2011-01-22T22:42:00.000-08:00

Hello :D

just do a short post as i'm super bored. ):

well, i had fell in love with "TVXQ - She" recently. it's one of the nice ballad song. :)

Well, went to Giant to buy CNY goods and decoration stuffs. bought quite a no. of it and i finally get my hair styling wax too! :) & when i was at the carpark, i noticed that the moon was bright. & if i'm not wrong, the moon was really round and big on last Wed. & well, i finally get a good rest today. :) slept at 1plus last night & woke up at 12.45 today. which was nearly 12hours of sleep. :D like finally after school reopen. :) but, i had to go for school tmr as the MC is finished. ): & now, i wish CNY will come faster, because...

CNY = hols + more sleeping time + red packets + food! :D

Enough of random stuffs.

takecare~! :D

2011-01-21T02:11:00.000-08:00

HEY BLOGGER!

how's your life? better without me? LOL. :D

well, was suppose to go camp, but due to the sudden of me falling sick, i had to take MC and rest at home, which is quite not bad i suppose? at least i had helped my mom and dad to clean the house and finished my DVDs but definitely not the homework. LOL.

I had suffered some virus attacked my body which cause me to had multi pimples on my face, sore throat and fever. & i got a one week MC from the doctor. & due to it, i can't go for the camp and i bet i had missed out super lots of funs! ): Okay, enough of craps.

Oh, last thing to say, i had recently build up a hobby, which is editing photos!!! LOL. & due to boredness, i had made a collage of my three top favourite stars :D

Introducing : Amber of f(x), Jessica of SNSD and Nicole of KARA :D

oh well, takecare :D

2011-01-02T03:33:00.001-08:00

HELLO!!!

well, just come here due to bored-ness.

Since, i had nothing to post, let me introduce one song, which is

BEAST - LightLess

Well, it's really a nice song to me. I love the lyrics very much. Especially the chorus.

"I wander around looking for you like this

I keep thinking about you like this
I just want to see you one more time
But I can't do anything because I lost the light"

2011-01-01T05:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

alright, i had came to update. :D

went to Genting on the 29th. reached there around 2plus near 3. went to check in and waited for freaking 1 hour for it! don't really like the location of the room, but the view from our room was really nice. it's a direct view to the outdoor theme park. settled down and went to have dinner at same usual place. After that, went to shop around. interestingly, i only enjoyed shopping in Genting or other places, not in Singapore. & yeah, didn't bought anything as i left my wallet in the room. LOL. back to room, bathed, watched TV and sleep.

Went to arcade on the second day. had enjoyed myself there by playing Jubeat, motor ride, car races and basketball . & Jubeat was really quite fun. :D went outdoor to take some pictures. the weather was really cooling. love those kind of weather. went back to room after that and watched TV. rest for awhile and when for dinner. the food was totally eww. i swear not to went there again. Played bowling after that. i like the concept for the bowling place. "Glow In Dark". The visual effect was quite good, and together with the music, it had a some sort of clubbing feel. played 6 games and back to room. watched TV until 2plus and fell asleep.

Last Day in Genting. woke up around 11. the view from our room was totally epic. clear sky and clear view. LOL. took quite a no. of pictures of it. packed our bags and went to check out. went to had lunch and did our final shopping. finally, bought one DVD, two pairs of shoes and three pairs of socks for CNY. boarded bus around 2.30 and back to Singapore. Suffered from motion sickness. ): reached Singapore at around 10plus. and managed to watched GDA award!! :D

Once Again,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-12-22T06:01:00.000-08:00

Okay~! Back to posting! :D

When to Malaysia on friday as aunt had her wedding there!! quite fun as i experience the traditional wedding style during the 70s. The wedding style in Malaysia and in Singapore was totally difference! it's like much more fun in Malaysia. But well, there are both pros and cons. LOL.

Had addicted to quite a no. of songs recently, which include BEAST - Lightless, GD & TOP - High High, PSY feat Seo In Young - Thank You, and many many more. Well, nothing special in K-pop recently. Except for BEAST Unit group and those year-end awards. & YES! SNSD won quite a no. of awards this year!! HOORAY!! :D

About BEAST unit group, there going to have a new EP i think, called "My Story" which include Light Goes On Again(full), HyunKwang - Let It Snow, JunSeob - Thanks To and DooWoon - When The Door Close. I guess it will be a big hit again~

I guess i had nothing to post anymore. & so, BYE! :D

2010-11-26T05:14:00.000-08:00

AY-YO FINALLY~! I'm back in Singapore after 8 days in CHINA!! :D

well, days in China was really great. i really love there. except for the toilet which is totally gross. LOL. xD let's summaries the trip.

Day 1

went to Changi Airport at around 5.45. gather at departure hall and had debrief. was quite excited about it! :D then check-in and had photo taking session. ;) after that, went it and waited for plane. around 8, board the plane and said goodbye to Singapore~! :D Reached Bangkok airport late as there was a delayed. & had "amazing race" at Bangkok airport. :) it's was funny and fun with all 42 peoples running to the gate in the airport. :) Reached China about 4plus i guessed. Anning teaching staffs had welcomed us warmly. and we all had received roses from them. how sweet! Took group photo with them and off to hotel~! roomed with Amanda. placed down our luggage and gather at hotel lobby. Went for some windows shopping by walking round at the streets there. took photos and saw a guy flying a kite which is like hundreds miles away from land? was cool! Off to dinner and the speed they served is real fast, but i not really like the food that. Went back to hotel after that and sweet dreams~! :D

Day 2

Went to Anning Middle School at around 9. Reached there at 10plus i think. Once again, they had welcomed us warmly again! Went to a hall and it was like around 400plus pupils in it. Listened to the speech of Ms Teo and Principle He Ming. After that, watched performances performed by the students there and matched up with our buddy. :) My buddy is really really friendly and cute. :D Had Chinese Calligraphy after that. i'm totally sucked with that. ): Had lunch after that and i really like the dumplings there. it was really great! Went back to the hall once again and listened to the speech which said by 14 students from both school. Learned long fist at their sport hall after that. was damn funny and fun. had a little badminton game during the break. After that, went to have dinner i think and hotel sweet hotel. :)

Day 3

Home Visit~!!! Went to Lu Yang house. She's really friendly and quiet. Her house environment is really really nice and good. & two of her friends joined us too! Went to walked around at the areas around her house and chit-chatting with them. Make my own dumplings after that, and i think i'm failed at it. Had lunch that was cooked by her mother and it was totally awesome! Went shopping after that. bought some gifts for friends. Went back to her house after that and off to Anning Middle School again. Went to Yunnan Culture Village, the place was really nice and their culture was really unique. had learned quite a no. of things at there. Went to shop at there for awhile too and after that, set off for dinner. Went back to hotel and do blogging at there. was not very successful due to the blocking of blogger in China. After blogging, went back to room and doze off.

Day 4

Went to Stone Forest and followed by JiuXiang. The weather was really warmed and sunny. it's like the weather in Singapore, but a little bit cooler than that. Walked around between the stones and it's really like a maze. however, don't really like it due to the hot weather and crowd. Went to had lunch and off to JiuXiang after that. & this time, i enjoyed it! :D traveled to one of the cave by rolling boat. was a new and fun experience. after rolling for awhile, it had became a fierce battle between four boats which was all occupied by us. LOL. Traveled back and walked to another cave. Was really nice inside with some kind of mysterious atmosphere due to the lighting and i love it! walked and walked around. keep climbing up and down the stairs. and nearly the end of the cave, there were like hundreds of steps waiting for us to climb to the exit. was freaking tired during climbing for several minutes. & just when i thought i had reached the end, there was another stair waiting for me to climb. after climbing, i thought my soul is leaving my body. LOL. sat on cable car to the exit. was scary and cool at the same time. X.X. Ate ice-cream after that. was freaking yummy! Went to had dinner but i think we're facing a traffic jam which was bad. ): hence, we had late dinner and after that, sweet dreams.

Day 5

went to CIP at WenQuan Primary School. Still okay but i don't wish to said more. LOL. joined the gaming group after that and played Captain ball. had lots of fun. Performance at there after that. was quite successful after all. Had lunch with our buddy and went to Anning Middle School to had TaiJi lesson. Was super bored to death and i nearly fall asleep. Thanks god that it ended soon and we went to shopping! :D

Day 6

last day at Anning Middle School. Revised our TaiJi moves once again and learned Traditional tribal dance. was freaking dislike it as i was wearing a super long skirt and it's super heavy. Had lunch and learned tribal dance once again. this time, they said i looked like a emperor from ancient. LOL. then performance once again. we all give in our best as it's the last time. After that, bid goodbye to our buddy which was really really sad. tried to hold back my tears in bus but failed as i burst into crying in restaurant. ): back to hotel after that.

Day 7

Went to dinosaur valley. Was really amazed by it. there were really many fossil of dinosaur and really nice! went to the theme park at there. the game there was really fun and thrilling~! but, i had suffer from some headache.. ): it was fine after awhile and went to bumper car again! was really fun when i'm bumping people around. xD went to had dinner. ate 过桥米线. super delicious! finished the whole big blow and still craving for it! back to hotel and do final blogging. many people cried at there. after that, sweet dreams.

Day 8

finally it's the last day. went to West hill and the weather there was super awesome and cold. but, i love it! went shopping after that! and had our final lunch. but due to the bad weather, many people had started to feel uncomfortable and sick which is bad. Went to airport after that. i'm really can't bear to leave China, all the friends i made at there and of course the whole twinning group. Fly to Bangkok and stuck at the custom there. however, things turned out fine eventually. Flew back to Singapore and had my milo finally! :D went home,bathed and sleep.

8 days really past fast. i really do missed everything back in China!! i missed the teachers, china buddy, beautiful sceneries and everything!!! well, this trip will be the common memories between the twinning group of 2010 and memories of lifetime! :D

2010-10-29T06:24:00.001-07:00

HELLO~ HELLO!

Finally, school hols had arrived! & surprisingly, i didn't felt really happy or excited. :/

well, my results are really sucky this time round. but still glad that i was able to advanced to sec4 express. really need to work really hard next year or maybe, this hols.

Had suffering from food poisoning on Wed early morning, which was freaking uncomfortable! Had forced myself to go to school as to attend the TP events, but failed to do so as i was totally not feeling good. Went home and see doctor. Had injection in order to recover faster. Well, it did help. i did felt much more better on Thurs. well, was absolutely bored as i didn't went to school. Hence, watched dramas at home through PPS.

Went out with Maggie,HuiJun and Chuhui today. Maggie was totally BLACK today. She wore a BLACK shirt, BLACK pants,BLACK bag and bought a BLACK umbrella. i wonder if i can see her in the DARK. LOL. Went to bugis to buy Chuhui's clothings. Mrt-ed back to T1 to had my arcade. i need to go arcade more often. My skills had been sucks recently. LOL. Went for a haircut after that. Quite okay excepted for the hole between the fringe, which were freaking :@ !

Kay, i'm done with it.

BYE~!!!!!!!!

2010-10-20T04:41:00.001-07:00

HEYOOOOOOOOO~!

Days had been great since exams are over!

Went out with JiaMin on Monday to cycle and watched Child Eye. It's super great! Rate it 5/5! At first was hesitating whether to watch, but i glad that i watched it! cause it's really worth! :D

Went to K-Box with Clarissa on Tuesday. Sang from 2plus till near 7. Sang from new songs to old songs, old songs back to new songs. Had dinner after that and mrt-ed home :)

As i said, days had been great since exams over. However, the real nightmare started TODAY! yup, had started to receive back papers today. was seriously disappointed at some papers, but some paper did well too. shall not mention it much. Felt much better after talked to JiaMin and Amanda. They eased my heart. Thanks! :D

well, i'm gonna to enjoy to the very last minute till i take back my report book. Hope things will turn out fine eventually.

2010-10-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

Say I'm Back~! & YES! I'm BACK!

had no time to update recently as it's the important period of my secondary three life. it's t..th...th..the SA2!

was busying study with friends at school everyday. i had never seen me so hardworking before. Maybe, i finally realise that how important is O level as it decide my future path of road. LOL. shall elaborate about those days that i remember what i doing.

MONDAY

Had been studying from 7.45-5.00 in school due to upcoming exams. Had been doing both A & E-maths paper, but none of them is complete. Went home around 5 and had little singing section with Maggie and Clarissa at 291 bus-stop. alighted at Maggie's bus-stop and went to the playground behind the bus-stop. was super fun!

TUESDAY

Planned to study but failed. Ended up played HuiJun's i.touch. Clarissa played until so excited. LOL. went to library bus-stop and bought BBT. Boarded the same bus with Maggie and went to playground again. Had mini KTV session there. It seems like the playground there had became our little stage. :) time spent with the two of them was awesome!

WEDNESDAY

went to T3 and study with Chelsea,Clarissa,Chuhui,HuiJun,Samantha,XinMan & Maggie. Memories SS notes like craze. & i regretted that i revise it late. damn~! studied for 2hours? took 34. and never fails, we went to playground AGAIN! i'm loving that place. :D had KTV session again. went to play the spinning object. one boy appears halfway and attempt to spin Maggie. Of course, he successes, with the help of me. :D Went home around 5plus near 6.

THURSDAY

Didn't stayed and study as the next following day was SA2. went to meet JiaMin. walked home together and chatted of course. & i thought i saw someone i know working in the childcare near my house. and luckily, it's not. :) Had planned to go Zoo with her after A-maths paper. Can't wait! :D Went home, bathed and started to memories SS notes. First time sitting down at my study table for at least 2 hours. My mother was like,

MOTHER : WA, you finally think right and become hardworking.

ME : YA, no choice. who ask the paper is at tomorrow.

MOTHER : Good,Good. Score well and it's for your own good. Behave well and be a good girl.

and i was like LOL. -.- studied until 12 and decided to sleep.

TODAY

Finally had my EL paper 1 and SS paper. English paper was okay and i did manage to finish it on time, but unfortunately, i wrote exceed the word limits & i just pray that it won't cause the marker to deduce marks. revise SS paper during break time. Managed to memories two factors of Britain healthcare. Went up to class after that and i was so scared. I was like keep walking back and forth and murmuring the notes. Teacher came and i was doom. Luckily, the essay was not that difficult. However, didn't manage to complete the essay on Britain healthcare, well, not that bad as i didn't wrote the last factor and i also don't know what's the last factor. Hopefully i won't failed the paper. Went home together with Maggie,Clarissa and HuiJun as we're studying in my house. Studied for one hour and decided to give up as it was F-R-I-D-A-Y! Chatted and joked around with them. Super funny. Left at 3.30 and i decide to have a nap as my throat and nose are not feeling good. & it became worst when i woke up. & i'm now down with flu ): Hopefully can recover soon. :)

Okay, enough of it.

BYE!

Two paper down!

Up Next : EL paper 2 & MT Paper 1 !

2010-09-25T06:26:00.001-07:00

Saw this on XinYi's blog. bored and decide to do it.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: Koh Yee Teng

Birth Date: 19 Sept.

Current Location: Singapore.

Hair colour: Black.

Righty/Lefty: Right.

LAYER2: ON THE INSIDE

Your fear: Lizard.

Your dream of the perfect date: Going to a beach that only have two of us and our house was just beside.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: f***, i want to sleep more.

Your best physical feature: None?

Your bed time: Around 12plus?

Your most missed memory: tons

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.

McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.

Single or Group Dates: Group

Adidas or Nike: Adidas.

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.

Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER 5: DO YOU.

Smoke: No

Curse: Yes

Take showers: Of course

Have a crush: Yes

Like school: Not Really

Believe in yourself: Depends.

Believe what goes around comes around: Maybe?

Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes

Think you're a health freak: No Way

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Gone to the mall: Yes

Been on stage: Nope.

Eaten sushi: Should Be

Been hurt: Well, emotions wise.

Dyed your hair: Nope

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.

Played a stripping game: Nope

Kissed the same sex: Yes

Got beaten up: Nope

Changed who you were to fit in: Nope

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.

Age you're hoping to be married by: don't know?

Number of kids you're planning on having: don't know?

LAYER 9: IN A BOY/GIRL.

Best eye colour: Brwon

Short or long hair: Neutral?

Fat or Fit: Fir

Looks or personality: Both.

Fun or serious: Both.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 MINUTE AGO: this quiz and......

1 HOUR AGO: Comp

1 WEEK AGO: Can't Remember

1 YEAR AGO: Can't Remember.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I feel: normal

I hate: being neglected.

I hide: my feelings.

LAYER 12: FAVOURITES.

Band: f(x)!

Colour: RED,BLACK,WHITE.

Food: Many

LAYER 13: RANDOM.

How long have you known your best friend? Kindergarden

When's the last time you kissed someone? Not Long Ago?

What's your middle name? -NiL-

What are you excited for? Holidays!

Do you have any saved texts on your phone? Yup.

What's something ransom about you? Huh?

2010-09-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

Isn't that cute? haha, got it from JiaMin as my birthday present. xD

School had been plain boring like usual. nothing much happen.

Having Oral tomorrow, i guess i will did badly. Had started to stay back and study with friends.

Really need to start revise now. i had forgotten tons of formula that taught last semester & that's not good. ): Well, just a short update & it's better than nothing right? xD

shall end. Bye~

2010-08-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

okay! i'm finally going to complete the 30 letters challenge today!!

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

I had a person in my mind.. but, shall not mention here. i'm going through the worst times too T_T. F(x) is incomplete now, without Amber. TT_TT

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

I guess is my little cousin. He's so freaking adorable!

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

The Anning Buddy!

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Perhaps, peoples i met during secondary school life? of course, it change in a good way. :)

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Well, don't wish to mention here.

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I'm a girl, look ~~older~~ mature than what i suppose to be. ;P

YES! finally complete~! :D

well, i'm being so sad and emo during this weekend. i'm running down with flu. & mostly, it's because of f(x). lots of rumors had going on that Amber will be leaving f(x). oh lord, please don't let this be the truth. T_T. f(x) is totally incomplete without Amber. ): Although i still believe that Amber will comeback to f(x) and attend SMTOWN Concert in LA, but i guess the chances now are slim.. god, tears are coming right now. TT_TT.

Hoping that everything will be fine, alright and remain as what it is in the past. :)

AMBER! COMEBACK! F(x) is TOTALLY INCOMPLETE without the presence of YOU!

2010-08-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLES! such a long time since i last updated my blog & it's basically dead right now~! LOL.

i had owed 20 letters.. so here it is.

Day 5 : Your dreams

Sleeping dreams : i had many weird dreams before.. but the one which made me most freak out was i being chased by a crocodile at the bus-stop near school. i was totally jumped out of my bed halfway through the dream.. and after that, i had a phobia towards crocodile.. LOL.

Dream Jobs : i wish to be a teacher when i was younger as i thought it was a easy task.. but ended up, i guess i had give up on it. Right now, i wish to be a tour guide. I don't know why but i just want to be it.

Day 6 — A stranger

Hi Stranger, i had nothing to say to you. ;D

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

My Ex-crush, i guess you're leading a good life right now.. and i had give up on you.. well, maybe there are still some feelings left.. but, all the best to you. :)

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

my favourite internet friend, i shall said it's Xuelin. We knew through friendster and after that realising that we are in the same primary, secondary school and CCA. Soon, we become friend and bus-mate. During sec two, i had a great time with her whenever taking bus. we will sometimes gossip around and talk about others. We went school together, go home together. Although sometimes there is some awkwardness between us, she's one of my great senior too. :)

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

I wish i could meet SNSD,f(x),KARA,SHINee,Super Junior, 4 Minutes, Secret, Seo In Young. ♥

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
well.. i guess no one.

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

i wish i could talk to my grandmother. She's the person i love the most in my family other than my mother. i dote me alot when i was young. Basically, she was the one who raise me up until i was primary 2. i'm regret that i did not often called her in the past and i had to make her called me. i regret that i didn't do a good job as a granddaughter.. i regret that i didn't gave her a meaningful gift.. there was so much things i regret that i didn't do for her, but i guess it's too late.. I miss her voice, her smile, her face so much.. If i could rewind the time, i would do the best to treat her well.. Ah Ma, i miss you so much.. ): and right now, my tears are falling.. T_T

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

no one i guess.

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

i wish my grandmother will forgive me in heaven, for not doing my best as her granddaughter..

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

My neighbour. we used to play together when we're younger, but now, we only said hi or just walked past each other.

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

My grandmother. i miss her much.

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Hmm.. Anning buddies? they're really friendly and i hope to see them soon again. :)

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

My aunties and uncle. they always bring me to the playground when i'm young. My uncle always give me a ride around Singapore when i was young and i missed those old days.

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

i wish i could be a president of a country when i was YOUNG! However right now, i think i just want to be a person that is CAREFREE. ;D

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

it's always things or event up coming pestering my mind and it's neither good nor bad.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

No One.

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

i used to think a person was quite cold when i first looked at them. i thought i will be freezing up when i stare in their eyes. but ended up, she's not. :)

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

No One.

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

My mother. :D

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

My family,relatives and friends around me. ♥

YAY~! i'm done by paying 20 letters back~!

Next update : Sunday. :D

2010-07-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

YeeChin, yah you! always goes against me everytime, and don't allow me to like the idol you love. However, when we're united, no one can beat us. we often talk to each other during night time.. but now, we rarely have time to talk to each other.. although we might quarrel and fight, but we will make up easily.. blood is thicker than water isn't it? you will always be my dearest sister. from the moment you born till the moment you dead. saranghae~!

had tuition today. it's sucks. the teacher nearly make me fall asleep. after that, had dinner with Xinxian. always had lots of laughter when i'm with her, and it make me feel lots better. thanks jiejie! ;D chit-chat about super junior stages. haha, ryeowook wink. ;) walked to east link after that to meet her mother. bus-ed home after that..

Things had getting more and more tiring recently.. i feel like giving up all.. seriously, i'm tired of it..

Hope that everything will be better next week!

Bye~!

2010-07-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

Day 3 — Your parents

Dear Papa,

thanks for taking care of me for the last 15 years. although i rarely talk to you recently, you still showed me your concern via adjusting my blanket for me before you went to work. i appreciate it a lot. although i may be cold to you sometimes, but you're always my one and only most loved Papa. i love you.

Dear Mama,

thanks for taking care of me for the last 15 years too. i guess i gave you a hard time. i was naughty, disobey and rebel, but, you didn't gave up on me. you always be at my side when i need a listening ear. you support me and gave me advice. when i was angry, i knew i was rude and my words made you upset. i'm really sorry about that. you will also cheer me up when i'm upset. and i will make you laugh through my intimating of Crayon Shin. Thanks for always by my side everytime. i love you TTM.

27 letters more to go ;D

keep having mood swings recently.. perhaps, this two days was not good for me. well, things will be better next week! be optimistic! ;D LOL. had lunch with Xinxian,Patrica and their friend, Yiting i supposed? went to comics connection after that. shopped for a while and head-ed to T-1 for ice-cream @ Manpuku. The ice-cream there was fantastic! after that, chatted for a while. watched videos, listen songs and see + take pictures. i'm was truly laughing all the times with them.. it's so funny. it's nice to go lunch with them ;D

Next Letter : Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

BYE PEOPLE~!

2010-07-22T05:40:00.000-07:00

Day 2 — Your Crush

Hello, i had nothing to say anymore. cause, we're impossible. i will just be your friend. now and forever. i guess, i had learn to keep my feelings for you deep down in my heart and you will definitely not know about it. ;)

Hey people,

today was not a good one for me. having headache till recess, guess it was the negative impact of sleeping late every nights . was suddenly so angry about everything during English lesson. keep on complaining the CO temporary main coach. felt better after scolding everything out. Assembly up next. sec one puts on some skit, students talked about the trip to Philippines and Mr Peh presentation. Had physics after that, finally manage to joke around, whole morning had totally no mood. i swear, i will sleep by 10.30 tonight! Finally had one day for me to sleep early.

Bye~!

2010-07-21T07:19:00.001-07:00

Finally decide to do the 30 letters on Maggie's blog. wow, such a long time.

Day One : Best Friends

Those people which i listed below, listen up! you guys are me, KohYeeTeng best friends. i swear!

Maggie,Chuhui,Clarissa,Huijun,Chelsea,Samantha : When i'm with you guys, i really feel very happy. Life had been more cheerful since i met you guys. and we also had lots of fun when we went out together. I was really lucky to have a bunch of friends like you guys. It's one of the greatest gift that god gave me. I really enjoy the time when we're together. thanks for everything girls. love you guys lots ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Amanda : The forever oldest chairman in CO. thanks for hearing me out whenever i need someone to speak to. your advices were really super duper useful to me. and thanks to you, i know how to be a better person. although i had often make you pissed off, you still treat me well. thanks ah ma. love ya. ❤

Suning : Laopo! haha. we knew each other since primary school. and i'm glad that we're in the same secondary school and CCA. we often helped each other out. of course, you help me more than i help you. ;D thanks you so much for everything you did. i love you! ❤

Carissa : Buddy! although we didn't contact each other often, but you're always in my best friend list. ha, i really miss the times when we had in primary six. all those moments we spent together. Let's meet up one day soon. love ya ❤

JiaMin : Hey Buddy. or i should said little sister! haha. we knew each other for ten years. from kindergarten till now. such a long time. from "no close" to "not that close" to "close" to now "super close". You're always like a little sister to me. We played, had fun,gossip,scolding people that we don't like, listen songs together while having tuition. maybe, i need to said that i'm closer to you than my real sister. thanks for sending me all those super nice songs too. i'm really glad to know you and had a friend like you. love ya super lots. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Yanrong : My closet junior! haha. we often sms each other. from asking CO things to personal things. SMS with you was fun. haha. we scolded people, i give you advice you give me advice and support me. also not forget having fun times in the toilet. haha. love ya lots. my look-alike sister! ❤

wow, i think this is my longest post! what's next tomorrow?

"Day 2 — Your Crush"

it's hard.

anyways, wait for tomorrow. Bye~!

2010-07-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

Time to update!

today lesson was quite okay. at least time past quite fast today.. had POA. but i bet not even half of the class was listening.. did description for Social Studies, listened to Mrs Tan stories during MT class. she always have so much stories to tell. like it! Maths was the last period. teacher go through Maths homework. left 5 questions for weekend. Staring to like Maths and found it interesting.. unbelievable! LOL. bus-ed home with Chuhui. finally had my nap for about 5hours. woke up, dinner-ed, use comp till now. listening to many songs, and addict to "Take Care Of My Girlfriend (Say No)" by BEAST. the song is quite nice but sad.. sending the one you love to your friend.. those pains was unbearable. ): also love "Clap" by Teen Top. As a rookie, they're counted quite good despite of their young age.. Of course, f(x) still the best ♡ . SHINee are coming back too, but the hairstyle that Key had now was really...sucks?

BEAST - Take Care of My Girlfriend (Say No) :

A friend of mine asked me today,

If he could go out with you

He told me he could cherish you better than I

Considering now that we are through

That that that that that’s ok

Get get get get away

“It’s okay I guess since there’s not much left from our relationship

Stop apologizing, I’m not that hurt anyways

Just please be a better boyfriend to her”

I couldn’t tell him that I still have sleepless nights because of you

Although I’d cheered my friend on and sent him off with a forced smile, oh girl!

Oh can’t you see I’m still loving you

My heart’s not yet ready to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

Say you can’t because your heart is still waiting for me, say no!

“She can’t drink much, hates the fume of cigarettes,

She hates being alone, so be with her always

And make sure you always…always remember her birthday”

Not even sure why I had told him all this

Knowing in hindsight I would be regretting this but still forced myself to pretend to be cool

Knowing behind my friend’s back, I would be upset and be begging him to stop, oh girl!

Oh can’t you see I’m still loving you

My heart’s not yet ready to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

Say you can’t because your heart is still waiting for me

(Say) No No No (Say) You can’t (Say) because you’re waiting for me to come back

I couldn’t tell him that I still have sleepless nights because of you

Although I’d cheered my friend on and sent him off with a forced smile, oh girl!

Oh can’t you see I’m still loving you

My heart’s not yet ready to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

Say you can’t because your heart is still waiting for me, say no!

--END--

OKAY! BYE~!

Credits here

2010-07-05T03:32:00.001-07:00

Happy Youth Day!!!!!!!!!!!

today is Youth Day. i'm suppose to enjoy but i spend it with those project. ): how sad.

woke up early in the morning. prepared, met Xinyi, Kai Ming and Shawn at TM. watched Twilight Eclipse. was quite nice and some scene are funny. but, there was too little fighting scene. i was expect for at least half of the show was fighting, but heck, the show was all about kissing, talking and relationship problems. LOL. overall, quite okay for me. since i'm not a twilight fan.

Went to lunch at CS after that. took 34 to the airport then skytrain to T2. use the computers there to do project, but the comp was so lag. LOL. took for about 15mins then went to sit down and chit-chat. took MRT back to TM at around 4plus. went to Popular and bought dictionary. like finally after so long! home-ed and going to have dinner now!

BYEEEEE~!

2010-06-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

Wassup people!

had CO camp today. woke up early in the morning and prepared myself. reached school at 8.
chit-chat and went for breakfast. camp started @ 9, which was sectional. had games @ 2plus. was quite fun actually, though i didn't participle. LOL. everything ended @ 5plus. went home after that. was absolutely tired due to not enough of sleep. blogging ,here now because i'm bored. Zzz. having camp tmr again, after that will be damn ~~free~~. i havent touched my hols homework yet. killed it. LOL. M'sia trip next Monday and Genting on 20th June. WOOHOOOOO~!

2010-06-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

YoYo wassup~!?

just came back not long ago from XinXian party. enjoyable and fun!
met XinYi @ my house there.. after that went to Simei MRT met YickTing and XinXian. collected her cake and headed off to her house. quite awkward at first cos i dont know what to do. =X after that, chatted and joke with Yickting. had lots of laughter.. i keep laughing until the tears nearly came out from my eyes. LOL. we were like so randomly laughing. then as time goes by, more and more people came.. played three rounds of murderer, went down to play Ice&Water. went home after that and celebrate mother birthday. Use comp and blogging now.. having CO camp on thurs and fri. looking forward to the camp but not sectional. LOL.

End Here.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2010-05-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

If I’m a beggar, this is because I’ve traded
everything
for your love.
If love is a beautiful thing, it must be because you are in
it.
If the world is going to end in 2012, I want to be right
beside you to see the earth crumbling down.
If bees meet flowers every day, my stomach meets
butterflies every time I see you.
If it takes 17 muscles to smile and 43 to frown, I will
make you smile forever.
If wrinkles indicate age, I believe it should merely
indicate where smiles have been.
If I could have a wish, I hope for as many shooting stars
because all the wishes I have are for you.
If there’s one place I have to go, it will be your
heart.
If forever exists, it will be made up of me and
you.
If I have to choose between loving you and breathing, I
would use my last breath to say I love you.
If rain drops were kisses, I would send you
showers.
If hugs were seas, I would send you oceans.
If love was a person, I would send you
myself.
If love is blind, I wouldn’t have found you.
If I know what love is, it must be from you.
If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor; Love is the
rhythm, and you are the music.
If you are the Queen, my heart will always be at your
service.
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made
me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the
palm
of my hand.
If you love me only in your dreams, let me be asleep
forever.
If one word frees us of all the weight and pain in life,
that word is love.
Age doesn’t protect you from love, but love protects you
from age

--credit to : ninestars @ soshified.--

This are for you. If only you know how i feel, maybe things wont be that complicated like now..

anyway, get back my result and it seriously sucks. i failed English and A-maths for godness sake.

PTC tmr, i wonder how my parents will react.. hopefully just some nags..

Having MT oral @ 1 June

CCA camp @ 10 and 11 June

Oversea @ 20 - 22 June.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2010-05-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

HEYO~! wassup people?!

had receive EL-Paper 2, MT, A-Maths, Physic and SS-SEQ papers back today. totally screwed some of them.. especially EL paper 2 and A-maths.. am freaking disappointed in my MT result.. i had really learnt my lesson.. for the godness sake. ):
as for a-maths, i had failed really badly. When i receive the paper, i really had no eyes to see. i had lots of careless and attempted the questions with stupid concept. me and my foolishness. swearing that i will not committed those mistakes again..

read my previous blog. realise that i'm really childish back then... LOL.

learning steps of Nu Abo. it's freaking confusing and difficult. can't do some steps with power.. hard time learning..

oh well, me and my nonsense again.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2010-05-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

NaNaNaNaNa
Nu Abo!

F(x) is finally coming back tomorrow Music Bank with their new song Nu ABO!!
ahahaha. can't wait to watch it :D
hope they can grab the 1st place. ^^

Exams in process during this few days.
English, Social Studies, Chinese Paper 1, A-maths, E-maths Paper 1 and POA is over!
muhahahaha. left with only Combined Science,Maths and Chinese Paper 2 and History.
G-R-E-A-T!!
saw Rainbow today! woohoo. pretty cool? too bad i didnt took a pic of it.
last time i saw a rainbow was like last year?

okay. now off to study for Physic and listen the new songs of F(x).
wish me and get me good luck.
kekeke~ ^^

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2010-04-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOOOOO~!
The Most Eva Joker Is Back :D

aha, whatever it is.
school-ed today. so definitely not fun, except for MT. think that the lesson i look forward everyday is MT. Flipped the chinese newspaper for the whole period to find articles that teacher one. quite funny though. and ChuHui and I was wondering why teacher didn't give homework recently.. it's quite weird.. perhaps, she had become kind. ^^
Went Pizza Hut with Chuhui and Clarissa after that.
Lunch-ed with them was fun.
~~Gossip~~ talked alot together with them. went to Minitoons after that. haha. Chuhui didn't get her revenge on me :P
Took 72 home and rest for while. Watched ! :D

i know that im harsh just now,
i know that i should'nt shout at you just now.
But, i'm just concern about you.
i'm wrong and i'm sorry..

continue to stay tune and check up for updates :D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2010-04-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

YEAH~!!
im back in action.
at least, felt way lot better this few days. hehe.
perhaps, i just now sometime to think clearly before ended up to any conclusion.

was definitely tired for this week.
had tired of so many things nowsday. tired of chinese, tired of maths, tired of all subjects.
it's like meaningless to me? LOL. whatever it is.

Whole family came my house today. hehehe. so happy after seeing them especially came back to school. it's like so heart-warming. :D and also, cousin came. he's cute!! mother kept teasing him. cos he's not famillar with Chinese. hehehe. well, he's only 3 okay. need time. :D
Aunt and Dad like going to fetch Uncle from airport later. haha. Present are coming to my hand.

i guess im being lame here.
Till Now.

Sometimes promises comes late but it doesn’t mean I’m going to break it

^ found this on one of the fanfic i wrote.

and yeah,

GOODBYE~!

The Name I Used To Love Before Has Become More and More Distant As I Call It..

Tired..

2010-03-27T05:55:00.000-07:00

I'm Back~

with my tiredness..

well, had nothing much during this few days, just had regular lesson and cca.

just realise that now everything had became a routine..

Lesson => Lunch => CCA.

it's like happened, and nothing new. all is within my expectations.. pwahaahha.
yes, im mad, im crazy. whatever you think of. i dont be bother much.

As usual, Monday is such a moody, boring, sleepy day..
did nothing much in school. but learn something during maths lesson.
finally remember how to plot a graph.. it's like taking me forever to learn..
and really tried work quite hard to improve my maths. hope i can see some lights..

had CCA. definitely bored. well, kept early. Junior want early go home, senior allow. LOL.
after that, bus-ed home.. think lots.
and decide that, time to let everything to its original position right now. N.O.W !

maybe, giving up is hard.
but, it's 1000 times better that you found out the truth yourselves and heard a cruel explanation..

有时候，放弃不代表失去了所有，
有时候，拥有不代表得到了全部。
在适当的时间放手，可能会得到梦寐以求自由，
如果继续坚持，可能会让自己更加痛苦。。。

THE END!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2010-03-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

HOORAY~!!

ha, had 6E'07 gathering today, and it was simply great,fun & fantastic!
met up with Carissa,Amelia,Isabelle,JiaHui,Tingting,Chelsea,Yeowloong,TengFone and Ms Yew first. had lunch at pizza hut! and had lots fun. :D
god, really miss them & primary 6 times lots. we were so young and carefree that time..
chit-chat and took pics with them. felt that we're childish at times. :D
at there for about 1hour plus?
went for movie after that. watched "Being Human". was quite funny and ridiculous. overall, it's worth to watch! went toilet during halfway of the movie. saw Rhesa! didnt recognise her at first. hees.
saw Jiawei after that.. but she's not following us. watched finished movie and the boys left. Elon came and walked to the park near 800plus. slacked for around 30mins?
went to dinner with Carissa, Rhesa, Amelia and Isabelle after that. chatted lots.
walked home after that. :D

hehe, hope had more gathering next time!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2010-03-06T23:52:00.000-08:00

Finally i realise that I'm nothing without you.
I'm so wrong, forgive me..

listening to GRAZE now.
had lots of thoughts going on in my mind..

i'm really wrong in the past. and yet, you had to tolerate my childish behaviour everytime..
i gave you promises, but failed to do it.
i just gave you lots of empty promises.. but you just bear with those and didn't even complain..
i really felt regrets now, i shouldn't neglect you in the past..
i'm trying to save the situation.. cause i know that, i want you more than a friend...
give me sometimes, i will prove it to you..
and i hope that, it wont affect our friendship..

ha, sometimes life is like game with you..
when someone is leaving you, you then know the real feelings you had towards that person..
isn't that funny?
when i see the picture that we took together, i could never forget you..

anyways, i just want to say,
i need some KRYBER and YULSIC moments now~!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Royal couples => KryBer, YulSic ^^

Love is a Mystery

2010-03-04T00:50:00.000-08:00

Yeah~
im alive.

watched Chingay on sat with family. too bad that i didnt caught the fireworks at the open field beside T1, but overall. it's nice! hope that next year the chingay will come tamp again..

went to CIP trip yesterday. board the ship with hyper mood. and went down with low mode. had seasick with made me nearly puke. sat at the lower deck. then halfway through, went to the upper deck. it was filled with people and like a casino. ha. LOL. after that, off the ship and board a bus. which made me car sick. in the bus, the lady explained the landfill thingy to us. was super sleepy and ill so didnt listen at all. went to a classroom to see the video and powerpoint for about half an hour? went to singapore after that, was not so sick as im playing cards with xinmian and co. damn fun! haha. played blackjack and heartattack.. went back to school after that. sent samantha to her bus-stop and after that,walked back to the 293 bus-stop with Maggie. She trains me how to walk with my leg straight, which is quite difficult and funny. board 293. and that bus-driver made a idotic mistake, which is a long story. reached home at around 8.

enough of craps..
had lost all my inspiration for lyrics writing..
damn it!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2010-02-26T06:43:00.000-08:00

okay. after weeks of M.I.A,
i decide to start blogging constantly again. :D
isnt that great? LOL

well, life was somehow great recently? at least im content that things are quite smooth for me..
and. quite active recently? and i had no idea why. xD im more active that the past., which make me over-active.. LOL

had think about many things during class.. as lessons are quite bored sometimes.. manage to sort somethings out and thought a lot about the past and present.. release there it's stupid. then, i shall start all over again. im carefree now. whatever happen,it's not my business unless it's related to me.. although it's selfish? but i think that's better. 多一事不如少一事.

and so, during lessons, im so bored that i started my lyrics writing. which is sucks. as i just follow the melody of the songs, fit the words in and try to make some sense. xD still had many lyrics not done cause i had some blocks.

addicted to Big Bang "Haru Haru" it was really great! especially the chours part.

LOL. spilting nonsense again xD

okay, shall post some DIY lyrics below and please dont laugh, it's not good to make fun of people work :D

Big Bang :

Don't Come Near Me, I Wanna To Forget You

I Wanna to Let You Free From My Love

Because I Had No Regrets In Loving You

So Just Take The Good Memories

You Should Deserve The Love You Should Have

You Should Smile Like Nothing Happen Before

You Will Spend Your Days Filled With Happiness

Day By Day

My Life Become Dull Without You..

so, how's that?

anyways, will post more next time!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

i had some Aff(x)tion on Soshified~!

2010-01-22T07:02:00.000-08:00

YEAH~ i am back now~!
woohoo~
well. had CCA fair today. which was quite well.
but.. im not really happy with my playing.
i played a number of wrong notes, and get the melody wrong.
but, at least. it's nice to see that people are cheering for us. LOL.
so yeah. had camp last week. was quite fun and really enjoy myself there.
except for the bathing part. knew most of my classmates except for some.
and yeah.
After cca fair, slack with huijun,mag,chuhui and xinyi. then laughing like hell. but today is like not really my day. yeah, whatever it is. and so. slack at bbt there for awhile. then accompany Xinyi to opposite and waited for her dad. then went back to bbt shop there again. after that, slack at the void deck and bus-ed home with mag and co. prank called people. and it was fun :D
okay. such a short post.
and im getting lazier.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2010-01-09T03:56:00.000-08:00

HELLO~~~!!!!
yeah.. rite now, it's third day of 2010~!!! *clapclap*
well, school is totally not fine for me.
the lesson is like all so bored. and some of the teachers is simply scary.
well, didnt know that it was lucky or unlucky. had Mrs Tan(谭老师) as my chinese teacher.
from heaven drop to the hell i think. her class is seriously damn _______ fill in the blank.
i seriously dont want to mess with her. LOL.
okay. enough. lets talk about those lesson time.
well basically, most of the lesson is suitable for people suffering insomnia to attend.
it wil cure your illness. LOL.

POA- daze out plus daydreaming.
English-Sleep
A/E-Maths-rather doing the classwork continuously than listening to the teacher.
Chemistry-didnt wanted to listen and understand the teacher at all.
Physic- currently okay and quite interesting.
History- Ms Santha dynasty. what you expect?
SS- it's fun~!! (currently)
Chinese- the most painful lesson that i wish i could immediatly forget all the things happen during chinese lesson.

well, yeah. a simply short intro about the lessons. and now. it's time for me to intro the teachers? well, FT is Mr Leung. i dont really like him. seriously, i also dont know why. i just hate him since the first time i saw him. no good feelings. ohwell, need to face him for two years and during maths lesson. save me~ ahem. it's a short update. so,

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest F(Generation)~!

MERRY X'MAS~!!!

2009-12-21T05:20:00.000-08:00

HELLO~!

oh well, it's me again~ *again and again and again and again*

ohyeah. lets post a short post today. as im so tired rite now. well, went back to school on last thurs. as need to clean the CO storeroom. met Chuhui and went to school together. started to clean at arnd 10plus? filled the two bucket with water, took some clothes and start cleaning. oh well, it's tough as there are only six sec2 came. not to mention those seniors. so, Xinyi,Chuhui and Jeannie cleared the files, while Me,Xiuping and Suning cleared the storeroom. carried the instruments outside. which is damn many.. After that, started to wipe those instrument cases and things. then, mopped the floor and blahs. after that, i dont know what i did. it's all blank. then after the floor dry, went to wipe the windows. listening to song while wiping it. :D and blahblahblah. the rest of the events were not registered to my brain so cant recalled. After that, home sweet home.

Went out today with Jiamin and Jiahui. went to the library as im sick of those shopping center. walked to the library but it's was a wrong decision. the weather is absolutely HOT~! then went to the library to cool down. didnt knew that library were also full of people during weekdays.. perhaps it's hols. then blah. Jiahui went back first as she had a tuition later on. then blahs. went to buy drinks with Jiamin after that. it's nice :D walked to T1. then blahs. chatting with her. walked to CS and stayed at Comics Collection for a long time but didnt bought anything. wonderful~ had dinner after that and went home..
Alrights, i guess it's too long..
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest aff(x)tion~

2009-12-16T02:11:00.000-08:00

HEYO WASSUP~!
okay.. first, sorry for nelgecting my blog for 10days.. =X

well, went to malaysia on Monday together with aunts.
woke up super early and get myself prepare. then after that, went to pick aunts and headed to the checkpoint. the road humps there is so irratating. agrhh~! listened to songs in car as i dont want to listen all those nag or whatever things they discussed. so meaningless something. had a nap and blahs. had late lunch and went to JUSCO to shop. hunting for the things i want, but failed. then went for haircut. not much different though. LOL.
Went to another shopping centre after that. was quite huge. Aunts and Mom went to supermarket there. and i went to a DVD/CD shop. and finally~! i get what i want!!! Cinderella Man DVD. :D
After that, went for dinner. and headed back to S'pore. :D

okays~ im going to watch Melon Award now~!!!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest Aff(x)tion~

2009-12-06T04:42:00.000-08:00

ladies and gentlemens,lets welcome...

the most ~~jjang~~ slack blogger, ME!~~

TADA~~~

im alive again~! ohyeah,ohyeah,oh yeah yeah yeah~ LOL.
okay.. went to Genting from 30th Nov to 2nd Nov~ the weather there is real great and cool~!
so, let me summarise it~

DAY ONE
woke up freaking early.. (well, actually not..) and prepared. bathed,changed and had nothing to do after that as mum had packed the luggage already. so just watched MVs and blahs.. after several hours in the bus, reached Genting and blahs. rested at the Hotel and after went to shop arnd.. chiong to the DVD/CDs shop as im hoping that prehaps in Malaysia they got sell those albums that i want.. but, i got nothing in the end. ): sobs. dinner-ed after that and went back to hotel. bathed and went to lala-land. :D

DAY TWO
THEME PARK TIME~!
bought tickets and went to theme park. however, the weather is not on my side. it's raining and so, we just had a few rides.. feeling real pissed off. had KFC for late lunch. and blahs. after that, shopped arnd and got a HAT and pair of shoe for myself! how nice and great~!!!! went to dinner after that. then shopped around again and went back to hotel as sister wanna watch some shows. stay up late cos im not sleepy.. went to lala-land at 12plus..

LAST DAY
finally the last day!!! wake up early to pack and blahs. had a bowling game with parents then blahs. then after sereval hours of ride, reached S'PORE! then blahs. sleeping in bus for about 5hours. as im having headache. so blahs. reached home,bath and sleep. :D

Went to JiaMin house on friday, bought DVDs there. stayed there for awhile as her mum is coming back. so, we went back to my house which only took us arnd 1mins to walk there. it's only the next block. LOL. watched DVDs. but, end-ed up watching MVs. cos the movie is real bored and meaningless. then watched SHINee,SNSD,F(x),BEG MVs. had fun copying the actions in the MVs. lalalas. then watched till 5plus and they needed to go home. so, blahblahblah.

gonna to have movie on tues! dont feel like watching 2012 suddenly. so, gonna to search for movies later. but why Ninja Assassin had to be M18? why oh why.. LOL. =X

okay, enough of ~~craps~~ stories,

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest Aff(x)tion~

2009-11-28T07:24:00.000-08:00

WASSUP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay.. today was such a long day for me.. and im super duper tired now.. shall make it a short post today..
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went to PRSS for CO today. and was quite okay.. slack with Xinyi at outside first since the CO room haven open yet and the time is still early. then after awhile, shalote and co. came. then chit-chat. :D after that, when to combined. seriously bored and not fun. ): then the teacher was duper funny. he keep copying the main conductor and make the CO laughing.. but in the end, he also laugh. then had break. ate cup noodles tgt with a group of people. lazy to name out. :P and realise that siglap and our school coaches is almost the same. how nice. :D
went back, for the combined. then skipped~
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nidda to stay back cos we got participle in PRSSCO concert thingy. they need people, so we join. how great. so, had lunch with Xinyi,Shalote,Gin Teng and Xiao Han. went to T1 and took a long time to find seat.. after lunch, went to B1 and grab some drinks.. and walked back to there. reached there at 2pm, exactly! see, we're so on time.LOL. =X
we were so afraid when we reached there as there were so many peoples.LOL. then skipped. and their CO is so awesome.. damn great~~ i was like keep wow-ing.. the atmosphere there is totally different from EVSSCO. LOL. ended at arnd 4plus. went to aunt house after that then skipped.
okay, so that's the end. :D and this post ended up so long~
i need to grab some sleep now..

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
and yes! my KryBerLi had finally recover from the H1N1~~
im so so so happy~~~

my sweetest aff(x)tion~

2009-11-27T05:28:00.000-08:00

TADA~
im back again to post. :D
okay.. went out just now with family.. was kinda bored.
went to uncle house to visit him and was surprise that he was in wheelchair.. *speechless* then he pass me a kind of dictionary i think. which i found it that it was so fun and i keep playing with it.. that dictionary is way too cool. and i should get one in the future.. hohoho.. :D then at there chat chat chat and blahs.. after that, daddy drove us to TM and he go dont know where. so shopped around there with mummy and sis. was freaking bored and pissed off.. but at least, better than staying at home.. wanted to buy DVDs but in the end never buy.. cos i didnt found the movies and dramas in want. which was kinda pissed. so yeah.. had dinner at the foodcourt and order chicken hotplate noodles. wait for f***king long and whatever. went home after that and im here to post.. cant wait for 30 Dec to come.. had to go to CO for tmr and the training is freaking long. frm 9am-5pm. ~~wonderful~~~ my foot. and need to perf on sunday.. absoulute regrets that i promise the teacher.. i think there is something wrong with my brain recently.
oh well, only gods know what i happening to me.. LOL.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest aff(x)tion~

2009-11-26T21:05:00.000-08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
not in a very good mood right now.. many things had happen and i need sometime to absorb and a ear to listen to my problems right now.. things had been happening too fast..
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alrights, when to the PRSS CO yesterday.. wasnt very please with my perf yesterday.. i sucks. ):
combined. and was very happy that i dont need to have sectional. :D but.. combine is aint better..
chat with Xinyi just now on MSN bout the CO.. and im thinking that im selfish.. i keep asking her to attend the CO but didnt think of how she feel.. and after reading her blog.. i realise that i was in wrong.. so wrong.. and i feel so SORRY towards her.. sorry Xinyi.. extremely sorry.. i respect the decision that you make.. and please dont lost your interest in suona and CO.
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going out later with family. gonna grab some stuff for the oversea trips and my DVDs. :DDDD
but im feeling so restless right now.. as i woke up real early in the morning and i should sleep more.. ):
okay.. whatever.. i had nothing to write right now..
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest aff(x)tion~

hello~

2009-11-25T07:14:00.001-08:00

HEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
the weather today is too HOT. isn't it?
okay. enough of introduction. :D
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went to school today for CO. sectional. carried the instrument up to second floor. which is killing my hand. then combined. carried instrument to SAC again. after that, finished. carried instrument to store room. isn't this a little bit stupid? carried up and down. LOL. that's what i think. -_-
then. went home. get myself prepare and went to 201 to meet Serene. at first i thought i will be late. and im rushing. but, things turn upside down. im early. and so, went to buy drink cos my thorat is burning. wait for her tgt with eunice. she reached and pass me books. but, instead of going home, i went out with them. lucky my outfit was okay. thanks god. :D
went to Plaza Sing. and shop. and blahs. after shop, eat mac. while i only had a cup of hot chocolate cos im freezing cold. and the hot chocolate taste blahs~
after that, took pics. saw my cousin with his gf. okay, they were so in love that not even notice that im staring at them. LOL. well, mrt-ed home after that.
~HOME~
eat, bath, and using comp now. gotta sleep soon. im freakin tired now and i need my beautiful sleep. :D
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest aff(x)tion~

2009-11-24T00:44:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO~
the weather is just nice today.. isn't it? *smile widely*
well.. was blogging so frequent as i had totally nothing to do at home. and i had packed finish all my ~~useless~~ stuffs today. =D feeling so happy right now :DDDDDDDDD. okay, im quite hyper(?) this few days. and i dont know why.. prehaps im going to GENTING soon. =D
BUT ~
it also means that i cant touch my comp for three days?! ): i will definitely miss my computer. okay. im being lame. =X
aigooooooooooooo~
so bored rite now.. and i had watched finish all the DVDs. so, i download some MVs in my thumbdrive and watched it through the TV. and.. i realise that i had watched all the MVs dont know for how many times already. and yeah.. it's killing me. TT~
BUT~ *again*
mama is going to give my $$ to buy those movies or drama that i want. and i had ~~decide~~considering to buy Cinderalla Man. but just wonder that whether worth it. i dont wish to waste anymore $$. needa save!
shall decide on the day im going to buy itself. =D
okay.. i guess i had been ~~crapping~~ typing long enough here. :D
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest Aff(x)tion~

2009-11-22T23:44:00.000-08:00

HELLO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*waves*
well, my heart is totally breaking *cracks*
my Amber,Krystal and Sulli are diagnosed with H1N1.
Grhh~~ i shall killed those stupid H1N1 virus~ *bang bang*
well, hope they can GET WELL SOON~
but it's great that Victoria and Luna didnt get it~ *phew* & now im just praying hard that no more SM artists will get it. especially SNSD~ =X *cross my fingers and pray*
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okays. enough of that. went out ytd with family~~ totally boring. ):
went to Giant @ tamp. then shop for DVD player. finally bought one and i can watch all my DVDs. :D
packed my study room again just now and realise that i had so many rubbish. *guilty*
went for CO early in the morning and combined. pretty bored but quite funny. lalala. then followed Chuhui and Xinyi buy books. and blahs~~~ helped Chuhui to carry books. and it's damn heavy. i wonder how i carry all those books home myself on wed. i think my hand will be numb!
grhh~ okay.. i shall stop here and continued my DVDs.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest aff(x)tion~

2009-11-22T02:05:00.000-08:00

HELLO LADIES AND GENTLEMAN~~ *is thr any men watching?
*waves*

today the weather is just too COOL~

issnt it? :DDDD

& im boring as usual. D: stuck at home today and watched all the perf and variety shows. had a great time of laughing as i watched Invincible Youth. Yuri is way to flexible~~ *applause* :D

watched Gee *gee gee gee gee~~* and Chocolate Love *i call you babe~* after watching it, i feel like eating CHOCOLATE~ ~~anybody can buy for me?~~ oh fine, i shall get it myself. packed all the books and worksheets after that and realise that i had ~~well kept~~ destroyed my ~~beloved~~ books. =X

and yes! Onew is back~~ *applause and scream* aww~ i miss him so muchhhhh~ :D

gosh, no new fanfics to read and im ~~dying~~ bored soon.

anyone can recommend some nice and good shows or movie for me to watch? no matter in ~~Indian,Malay~~ what. most important, it must have english subs!!

*im not racist or what, just that im not into those Indian and Malay movies. :D*

and yeah, lastly...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

my sweetest aff(x)tions~

2009-11-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
well, it has been keep raining today. and im freaking cold. :X woke up in the morning and reliease that im the only one at home again. ): agrhh~ wadever. watched Unstoppable Marriage again, but only watch SooRi cuts. :DDDDDDD and it was so funny. keep on laughing ~~like a moron~~ in front of the comp.LOL. Yuri and Sooyoung is way too cuteeeeeeeee~ but, i still heart Jessica and Tiffany.
LOL. okays.. enough of those. :D tomorrow had CO agn. )): needa go as it's combine. and the outcome of not going is scary. -.- the conductor there is too blahs. and the air-conditioner thr is freaking cold. D: okays. im thinking all the negative things there.LOL. should end here and continue with my shows.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

My Sweetest Affxtion~

2009-11-19T00:13:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO~ *waves*

the weather today is good and cool ~~for sleeping~~
LOL. well, today is so boring.. wake up in th morning and use comp. watched Unstoppable Marriage and that was damn funny. i was laughing hard at th lady. read fanfic after that. cant wait for the nxt chappy. :D
Fanfic is always the B.E.S.T!
lunch-ed after that. thn sister friends came. damn noisy :X thn blah.
had nothing to do now and decide to write on blog. need to go for CO ltr on. 100% unwilling to go. ): but had left with no choice as mom force me to attend. having a headache now.LOL. th coachs thr is biased. i perfer my school coach. LOL. agrhh~ i had plenty of time now and dont know how to spend it.. okay. gonna to take a nap and prepared myself to my ~~beloved~~ CO after that. :C
BYEEEEEEE~

Fresh Start

2009-11-17T23:08:00.000-08:00

HEYO~~~~~~

okays, getting bored at tumblr and stick to BLOGGER rite now. :D
fresh new start of a new blog cos i know that my old blog is totally dead. *wiped tears*
& stay tune on my blog now and it's th final. promise to keep it alive and lesser stuff about K-pop. :D

i seriously don't know what to post now. so, just stay tune to it :D

My Sweetest Aff(x)tion~